Metamorphosis

Hey. So it's been long.

Well... Lots of things have happened in this period i've stopped blogging. Too many that i don't really know where to start.

But basically, i guess i got to see who are my real friends and who were just passers-by. What's regrettable is that, i sincerely thought that they were my close friends and we could be friends for a long time. Guess i was wrong. Guess i really did smth wrong, but it's okay, i'll learn and i'll be better. For friends who are truly worth it :)

Things have been driving me insane lately, I've kinda lost all motivation to study O: (NOT A GOOD SIGN).

CO concert coming up, busy schedules due to peixun for Batam camp, Mother's day performance which is alr over, SYF, never-ending pile of tutorials to complete, yada yada yada...

All these are overwhelming man... I thought i could handle all these things at once, try to stretch out of my comfort zone, but somehow... they're all giving a negative effect. Maybe i'm too weak? (as usual)

The only thing that's keeping me sane is probably my boy. He loves me so much and sticks by my side to keep on encouraging me and supporting me even though i might be at fault, i just don't know what will become of me if not for him. Thanks dear :)

Well, next two weeks is going to be busy busy busy, really feel like i need to take a breather. Been rushing around too much and hardly have time to take a break. Ugh.

Cannot wait for June holidays to comeeeee :)



Been wandering back into the past a lot lately... Can't tell if i crave the reminiscence or i'm trying to escape reality and get back to where everything was perfect...